the princess.

2005-11-24T01:22:00.000+08:00

Haha. Okay Ive been staring at the computer screen for almost 10 mins now. There's so much to say but i just cant seem to phrase it all out without making this entry too long cause basically im far too lazy. Hahaha. Ah wells. My last entry was in October? yeap. This would be my last proper entry here though. Ill be moving to another site to blog just for a change. maybe when i feel like it ill be back here. Anyway the Os have just ended! :D Yes. Its FINALLY over! I feel kinda lost without the need to study though. weird i know. But it sure feels damn good to be able to relax and watch tv with out feeling shit guilty about the 30 mins ive spent infront of the tv instead of being infront of my books.

The Os went on alright for me. probably maybe towards the last 2 papers when most of the 4/5ers started celebrating already. yeah but i hope i made it through well. :D Anyway on the last day of my papers i was on my long long bus ride home. And since i didnt have to think about the number of formulas i had to remember anymore, i started to reflect on this whole year. It has gone by really fast. So many things have happened and my goals in life have changed. From the beginning of the year determined to get into a JC, to aft my midyears maybe considering poly, to aft my prelims results to aim for poly instead, till now aft my Os, with no goals. JCs out of the question, MI was met with many discouraging opinions from the pple arnd me. And im not sure what course i want in poly. Im not even sure what i want to do in future. For now its just to wait for my results then consider what im eiligible for.

And i guess since the last time ive blogged ive moved on and gotten over something which was once, probably very significant in my life. It took a great deal of effort, but ive come through it. coming out stronger? i wont say. Protective? i guess. And im not letting my efforts go to waste. Pretty proud of myself. :D

Also, now i see this whole 'megan is a bitch' thing as something i laugh about. i mean why did i even bother bitching about whatever she does and trying to put through to people my side of the story? i already have my friends on my side and even some of her friends as well, without the need to bitch about her. So what the hell? And from what ive been hearing about her lately. Its quite sad. And whoever she wants to sing her delusioned sad fairy tales to, its fine. i dont really care if they believe her or not. She needs friends anyway. School's over. Whatever, i cant hate a person forever. Console herself if she must.

Okay so, Whats up now? Havent found a job. Hahaha. Just lazing infront of the tv. I'm becoming a MTV junkie, trl.. i want a famous face.. room raiders.. tail daters.. laguna beach.. meet the barkers.. blah blah love them all. Maybe also to go over to mel's place to watch the OC season one. Shopping. Tanning. whatever's in the mood. basically ive become a whatever goes kinda person. cant beat them, join them.

2005-10-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO EVERYONEEE!!
Im gonna make this entry a QUICK QUICK one!!
I shall attempt to blog whatever i want in 8 lines!
Okay.. Here goes..

Been busy busy busy!! Os are in 2 weeks!
Been studying every second of my life but it seems like its not enough!
My feelings for a long lost love has been revived!!!!!
YES!! BEN ADAMS IT IS!! AHHHHHHHH!!! I LOVE HIM!!
And now ive found someone to share my equal love for him!! ABBY!!!
Yup.. No one understands me except abby!! You've got GREEEAT taste ABBY!!! :D
Anyway! Avoiding prawns is killing me! I was tempted to eat TWO today. But i remained strong!! :D
Okay and LASTLY, I LOVE BEN ADAMS!!!!! <3

2005-09-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

BOO! Just had O'Level orals for the chinese illiterate this afternoon.
In other words, CL(B) Orals. Hehe.
It was pretty good.
I'm not that of a goner after all. :D
The passage was managable and converasation was short but not that badly done.
Hahaha. Yay!
Yup. Had Youth Mission today.
And i have to say something..
NICOLE GREEN!!! I'LL FUCKING MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!
And you are going to keep your promise and make me your bridesmaid whenever you get married okay!
And i will never forget you on my part too!!! :D
LOVE YOU!

Okay, speaking of missing my friends.
Grad night is over!!
I somehow feel rather reliefed that its over and done with.
Probably for the fact that i know that i didnt trip and fall on stage.
Hehe. Everything went so well on friday!!
Goes to show we're good planners. Yup. :D
Haha. Okay maybe there were instances when it was pure havoke and alot of rush for me. But i got through it!
It was a rush right from Thursday afternoon.

Something unfortunate happened.
Rushed to Eastpoint to buy smt then over to Tiffy's house to solve our problem.
Luckily i had Tiffy and Alison to go through it with me! If not i wouldnt have gone through with it! OMG. Cause it was the most painful thing on earth! i wanted to cry.
Anyway left at 530 when i was supposed to meet my mum at 6.
Rushed home and started mad packing.
Grabbed whatever i could lay my hands on.
Went over to Mel's house at 9 with alot of my barang barang. HAHA!
We played playstation.. Did our mails.. watched the OC.. Ate beef noodles at 1 in the morning which was the most fattening thing to do before grad night. Hehe.

Woke up the next morning by Charlotte at freaking 9 in the morning!
Watched Charlotte play playstation.. drank milo..
Rushed to bathe and pack up again in 10 mins!
Reached Meridian and checked in at 11+.
Sue came at 1230. Did Mel's hair and make up first.
Our class's suite was on the same level as us too!!
So it was so convienient and everything.
Sihui, Mel's mum, dennis came to help us.
Booked a cab at 415.
And it was REALLY chaos rushing down in time.
But we made it! EARLY!!! Something that is never possible for me and mel. Hahah.
The grad night ceremony was boring.. But everyone was gorgeous! Really..
Im not exaggerating one bit. Especially the twins! They should go run for Miss Singapore. A good chance!
OH! And Miss Tiffany Hendricks said that whoever won 4/5's Miss SAC was a big bimbo.
Guess what.. Miss SAC 4/5 was TIFFANY JOANNE HENDRICKS! THE BIMBO! HAHAHA.
Alright so we left straight after the ceremony to Marche for dinner.
Everyone thought we came from a wedding! Hahaha.
Walked back to our hotel to wash up and change to our after party outfits! :D
Met them again at 1 for pool at cine. Went down to Cheers at 3 to buy drinks.
And All of them said i looked too young to get drinks! :(
Oh well. Went back up to the hotel and this hotel guy stopped us cause we were too big of a group.
So poor Veron and abby got suck downstairs till 430, till me and Mel came down with our disguises so rescue the poor souls!
HAhahaha. And i managed to buy 4 bottles at cheers!!!
Im not such a small girl after all!! :D
Went back up to our rooms to drink.
Then after our 2 bottles we went over to the suite.
Kristel's boyfriend bought us pure vodka.
Hahahaha. So we ate taco chips.. drank vodka with coke and ate instant cup noodles with a toothbrush till 730 in the morning when we were fucking high. HAhaha.
And everything after that im not sure what happened. HAha.
woke up at 12 to find tiffy khoo sleeping next to me. Hahahaha.
Oh well. Went over to the suite to get my house keys and my slippers back.
Left the hotel at 2.
Went back home to get a 30 min nap and got ready to meet Tiff at 530.
Played pool till abt 730.. met alison.. blah blah blah..met mel, lou and agnes.. went for youth mass at 8..
blah blah blah.. went to KFC for dinner after that.
Reached home at 11 and had my long awaited sleep till 3 the next afternoon! hahaha.
So yeah. This weekend was great! Everything turned out nicely.

Got the pics for grad night and everything but there's one lil problem.
hehe. Eh. i could only upload the pics from the cam with the after party!
the grad night one just isnt working!
i connected all the wires perfectly!! but NOTHING HAPPENS!
And i know what your thinking.. check the switch..
I DID OKAY! Im not that bimbotic! Hahaha. yup so Its just the after party pics till i figure the other one out. :D

2005-09-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

2 Days to Grad night!!!
Went for rehersals today.
Im sitting next to nicole green!!
Hahahaha.
I swear that bimbo is gonna drive me crazy.
If you think im bad.. DONT MEET HER.
Just about 15 mins into sitting beside her, i laughed so damn much
i wanted to cry.
Hahahaha.
Anyway,
I Collected my dress today!
TEST RUN TIME!!!
Gonna call tiffy and try on my whole outfit after Charmed.
Which actually started 3 mins ago.
Okay! BYE!!
I'll be back after grad night!!!
MISS ME! :D

2005-09-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!!

Havent updated since forever.

Oh well, I'll just rant my way through this entry...

Grad night is 3 days away!!!

Hahahahaha.

Its so fucking exciting!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Okay. Just relieving stress.

(Not like there was much to begin with anyway. Haha.)

ANYWAY,

Got my whole outfit for grad night planned out and arranged already!

Just got to collect the dress from the dry cleaners tomorrow.

And its test run time!! :D

Bought the last piece of my outfit today, and my outfit is completed!

YAY!

And me and tiffy got our after party outfits co-ordinated too!

(Fuck the damn electric guitar la. My brother is just MAKING NOISE with it.

Someone save me. Please.)

Okay. It has officially spoilt my mood to type any further.

Rubbish senseless strumming of the guitar makes me sick.

He's like teaching himself how to play the damn guitar!

AT NIGHT!

Spare the neighbours their sleep please.

ARGH. So anyway im going to do the grad night gifts now.

Or maybe start compiling my packing list early.

Oh god, speaking of which.

I dont think i have a bag big enough to put everything in.

Okay ill make an outline of my stuff.

Since my prayers have miraculously been answered and the noise is GONE!

Okay.. Lemme think....

Shorts X3
Tops X3
Dress
Adidas jacket
Pastel green bling Roxy bikini
MNG army green bling top
Denim skirt
Silver hoops
Dangling bling earrings
Butterfly charm bracelet
Pretty pink flower ring
White clutch bag
Diamond flower cross pendant
Shaul
White Charles&Keith heels
White U.R.S flats
Brown ripcurl slippers
Dunks
Socks
Monkey
Perfume
White belt
French manicure set
Contents in wallet (e.g. money, ezlink card, IC, blah blah blah..)
Nail polish remover
Top coat nail polish
VCDs
Camera
Bitch.. Cause Fuck is in hospital. Haha.
Moisturizer
Make-up remover
Make up bag
Portable mirror
Contacts solution
Sunglasses
blah.. blah.. blah....

Okay. My head hurts.

I think i rather call mel and pack our bags together. Haha.

Alright.. Gonna take a break and do the grad night gifts.

But first! TRL time!

BYEE! :D

2005-09-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

Recently ive been hearing alot about my friends and their significant others.
BOYS.
Yes, Maybe its fate for us or just plain coincidence but cant boys come up with better excuses to break up for another girl then STUDIES?! WTF.
Its not just one of us getting that excuse but lyk lemme recall.. Six of us?!
All in one week!
And its fucking funny how they say their teacher or PRINCIPAL told them to break up.
WTF. This proves that boys are stupid.
And how convineint it is to find out afew days later the bastard is attached again.
And the biggest joke i heard is that one of the guys new girl shows her signs of affection like talking about her butt and her URINE! WTF. What a JOKE.
Its like saying 'Charlotte! I PISS you.' or 'Mel! i SHIT you more.'
I feel all their anger probably cause i went through smt similar before.
So girls! This next song is for all of you!!
Just think of it this way, The boy downgraded and you UPGRADED. :D

Mariah Carey
Shake It Off Lyrics

I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off

By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way
See I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louis Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off

You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me

I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
I've leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby I'm gone
Don't cha know

And erh... I just like this next song. :D

Natalie
Energy Lyrics
(feat. Baby Bash)

[Baby Bash]
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy. energy

[Chorus 2x]
Boy, I'm digging on your energy (Energy)
And I'm digging what you telling me (Telling me)
So I wrote this little melody (Melody)
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

[Verse 1 - Natalie]
I'm lying in bed
There's thoughts in my head
I'm thinking bout you
Over and over and over and over again
What can I tell you, you got me so twisted
Tossing and turning
Over and over and over and over again
So I wrote a song tonight (Tonight)
You weren't begging me to write (To write)
Tell me is it cool tonight (Tonight)
To don't know what's on my mind

[Chorus 2x]
Boy, I'm digging on your energy (Energy)
And I'm digging what you telling me (Telling me)
So I wrote this little melody (Melody)
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

[Verse 2 - Baby Bash]
Rain and shine sleet and snow
Couldn't stop the way we flow
Welcome to my miracle
And I'm digging on your lyrical
Your melody is my remedy
Squeeze to my Hennessey
The one to call when I'm sipping for
With the candy coated Tennessee
Just make a wish.
And let's make it a fish with your boy Baby Bash with some heavenly bliss
Because your kisses on my lips, girl I'm ready to roll
With so vicious and bubblicious, the energy's throwed

[Chorus 2x]
Boy, I'm digging on your energy (Energy)
And I'm digging what you telling me (Telling me)
So I wrote this little melody (Melody)
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

[Verse 3 - Natalie]
Boy, you know that I dig you
I fell in love when I met you
I love the way you make me feel
Your energy is something real (Fa. sho.)
Boy, I love the way (I love the way)
You make me feel (You make feel)
Is something bout you loving me
Can't do without your energy

[Chorus 2x]
Boy, I'm digging on your energy (Energy)
And I'm digging what you telling me (Telling me)
So I wrote this little melody (Melody)
And dedicate it to my favorite lover

[Baby Bash]
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy
Energy, digging on your energy. energy

2005-09-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

The lucky day for CANCERIANS!

(Well, okay maybe not all but just 2 special ones! :D)

31ST August 2005

woke up at 7.

got my daddy to drive me to the bus stop at 8.

the bus came 2 mins later.

Haha. Was supposed to head over to school for Teacher's day.

But i went over to tiffy's house instead.

Her dad sent us back to my place to get my beach stuff.

Was comtemplating to take 70 and 22 or 53.

took 53 in the end cause the sun was too hot. ( I WAS MELTING!!)

I was prepared to wait a LOOONG time like i always had to do.

Before we knew it, we were at harbourfront and the bus was there already!

Reached the visitor's centre.

had a little breakfast then our shuttle bus came just as we finished eating.

went to the beach and not many pple were arnd.

We were tanning and talking, tanning and talking.

Talked abt how we're gonna spend our post Os period and how assholic boys can be.

Hahaha. it was pretty fun.

Pat, Lou, Terence and shaun joined us later.

But me and tiffy had a very good head start cause the sun was so fucking strong.

I think we were already burnt by 1230 and we continued on till 230!

OMG. Im suffering the fucking concequences right now.

went to wash up and got on the shuttle bus by 330.

the shuttle bus to the visitors centre just came when we came out of the toilet too!

And at the visitors centre, the bus to harbourfront also just arrived!

Went to the station and the train just arrived too!

We were freaking lucky that day.

Just when we were at dougby ghaut comtemplating on our lucky day.

we took the wrong train!! hahahaha.

Oh well, We said it too soon.

arrived in town and started our shopping!!

Tiff bought her grad night shoes and i bought this really nice green top from topshop

and the beautiful green bikini i always wanted with bling on it!

AHHHH!! :D and of course aloe vera cause my fucking skin was burning up already.

YAY!! i was really happy!!!!!! :D :D :D :D

Plus i didnt have to endure the long journey home and the walking home too!

cause i got a lift home from tiff's friend, wilson. :D :D

I wanna learn how to drive too!!

the guy is in his last year in Ngee Ann Poly

asked him abt the buisness school in Ngee Ann and he said it was the best for buisness.

Hmmm. But its fucking in clementi! Ive travelled half the country in secondary school

No way am i gonna continue doing that.

But according to him there's many pple from places like bedok and pasir ris who go there too.

Oh well, so myabe ill consider. But i dont even know what i wanna do in life.

Hehs. ive got no direction whatsoever.

Lemme just get over this prelims and Os first and decide later.

Its S.s prelims tomorrow. Fuck it.

i havent even lifted the book to study.

alright today is soley dedicated to S.s.

With Love,

LINETTE!

(who's really in pain right now!)

2005-08-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

Some of you might know that i used to take Bio lessons privately around last year?
And that I kinda failed terribly in it probably cause i slept through out all the 4hrs of lessons.
And that the only time i could stay awake for more than an hour was when the cute guy i had a tiny crush on came.
Eventually i dropped out cause i got even lower marks for Bio than chinese.
Hehe. I invented my own version of Pure Biology for EOYE.
Okay. So anyway on friday we had 3 free periods.

So here's what happened....

*After Recess*
Mel, Charlene, Cheryl, Tiffy and I were around my table.
Charlene was complaining about her ex from monfort.
Who btw, Is a real asshole.
So..
*gossip gossip gossip*
*complains complains complains*
Then someone said something about the cover of this month's SEVENTEEN magazine.

Someone:
Hey i heard that the Seventeen summer hunk winner and 1st runner up
are twins. How stupid.

Which brought my attention to the Seventeen magazine pat has reading. I couldnt see the picture clearly but i could vaguely see what was on it.

Me:
Hey! I spot potential good looking boys on that cover! Pass it over! :D

Pat:
No! Wait! Lemme read first!

Me:
Fine!

JingXian:
Hey! I tell you, dont bother looking at them(the twins). Cause i saw them real life before. Damn ugly. Real life their not good looking. I saw one of them at the MRT station. Damn tall and lengthy. Then he was wearing those kinda specs Charlotte have. The titanium ones. Damn ugly one i tell you. Then his face was like having some kinda spasm. (imitates the guy's spasm look, fucking funny! Hahaha.) And he was reading a Seventeen Magazine. What kinda guy reads Seventeen? And which secondary school boy has dyed hair?

Me:
HAhahaha. how old are they?

JingXian:
Our age if im not wrong. From SJI.

I was laughing ALOT cause i swear the way she described him to me. It pretty much convinced me that he wasnt good looking and it was damn funny. So i decided to walk over to pats table to see how they actually look like. And I thought the boys looked familiar. Then i realised that i could be the guy from the Bio class! So i brought the magazine to Alison.

Me:
Alison! Dont you think this looks like the guy from our Bio class last time?

Alison:
No.. I dont think so. Its not him la.

Me:
Yes. It is! He really looks like the guy from our Bio class!

Then pat got protective over the magazine and took it back.

Alison:
Hahaha. I dont think so la linette.

Me:
*VERY UNCONVINCED*

Then Fad started talking to me about some nelly bitch so i forgot about it.

THEN... ON SATURDAY AT THE HOSPITAL'S 7ELEVEN.

I spotted the magazine. So i decided to take a nice look at it peacefully.
And I still wasnt convinced that he wasnt the guy from bio class. So i went to check for their names and YES! I WAS RIGHT!!! Then it all came back to me! The school.. he was from SJI.. the age.. Same bio class means same age.. The description... I remembered his specs silver titanium looking.. He was very tall too.. Brownish hair.. which i think is natural... All of that matches up!! I WAS RIGHT!! And btw JingXian.. He's not ugly real life.. maybe abit quiet looking but he's cute!! Infact, he's hot! Plus!! HE HAS A TWIN! TIMES TWO!
I saw him again afew months after i quit class, in town.
And He looked different not wearing his specs.
So now that i think of it.. Maybe the one i saw in town was the twin!

Hehe.

Then this morning Alison came to me and she was finally convinced that it really is him.

So... May i have the pleasure of saying this..

I TOLD YOU SO!!

2005-08-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

Orange:

You need thrills, challenges and danger to
feel alive. It is all about pushing limits for
you. You are able to react quickly to your
environment and readjust to change with little
stress. You like to flirt, but are rarely, if
ever, any more serious than a casual fling.
You have a creative side that you show to few
people. You know how to answer the door when
opportunity knocks.

Secret emotions: Fear and Motivation

What color is your aura?
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2005-08-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

My darling 4/5ers liked the powerpoint!!

YAY! :D

All my hard work paid off.

YUP! So all thats left is my work.

1 and a half weeks to my prelims.

And 2 months till my Os.

Just a bit more to go! Then im freeee!!

There's even a tentative prom night to plan about too!!

Finally my damn school is doing something for us.

Plus its after the Os. Unlike gradnight which is before the Os.

I guess their starting to use their brains now.

haha. but maybe its a lie to motivate us through the Os.

Oh well, at least ive got something else to plan about now! :)

How Exciting!! :D

2005-08-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

IVE FINALLY FINISHED THE GRAD NIGHT CLASS POWERPOINT!!
AHHH!! I FEEL SO DAMN ACCOMPLISHED!!!
ANITHA!! YOU BETTER LOVE ME!! AND THE REST OF 4/5 TOO!!
IT WAS HARD HARD HARD HARD WORK!!
SLAUGHTING OVER IT TILL 1AM FOR 3 NIGHTS IN A ROW.
IM DEAD TIRED!!!!
Yup, so now that its all done.
I hope you all would like it!!
I really really REALLY hope so!!!
Okay im going to sleep now. Fuckin tired!
GOOD NIGHT! :D

2005-08-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

Everything is getting to me.
Now i realise that i can depend on no one.
Everyone is just out to save their own asses.
Maybe its time i learn to look out for myself instead.
Maybe its time i realise that the people that matter,
are the ones here for me when i need them most.
Maybe its time i moved on.

2005-08-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

The Chinese O'Level results are coming out tomorrow.

Its too soon.

This means that my Os are really approaching fast.

2 months to go? Or is it 3?

Whatever it is i got to start focusing.

I know I screwed up the Chinese paper in June already.

And Im prepared to re-take it.

Its just the breaking the news to my parents which is the hard part.

Maybe i could go for the post-confirmants thingy at 8 tomorrow.

So when my father watches the news at 930,

I wont be around to answer to him.

Hahaha. Or maybe!

I could just pray that my parents wont be home till late tomorrow.

So I wont have to break it to them at all!

Ah! Fuck it. They have to know sooner or later.

But what if i cant go to the concert on Sunday!

And what about my nicely planned outfit for that night!

Argh. Its not important anyway.

I'll just wear it tomorrow while being depressed over my chinese results.

At least that would cheer me up.

Alright, think I'll just get back to drinking soup and reading harry potter.

LINETTE LOVES YOU!

BYE! :)

P.s.
Got my prelim English Orals results back today! :D
Got an A1!
17/20.

Beat that freakin bitchface!
:)

Is someone getting the best of you?

2005-08-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

2005-08-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I LOVE YOU 4/5!!

I really really REALLY love you all to bits!!

Thanks for all the enthusiasm today!

It made things much easier for me.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! :D

today was alright.

Our class did well. :)

if not for some people picking on us

and disqualifying over dumb reasons.

My throat is freaking painful now.

After all the screaming and shouting!

Hehe. But not all of it was for cheering.

shouted at that bitch face today too.

HAHA. shes a joke man.

And freaking irresponsible as well.

I guess our house was last place

cause our House Captain wasnt even supporting our house to begin with.

Pathetic.

And she complains that she cant do her job as a Vice-Class Cap.

And a House Cap. at the same time.

If you ask me. Its all bull crap.

She wasnt even doing a good job at being a House Cap.

Running off to the other houses, to her other friends.

Leaving us to guess which event comes first

And not like i wanted her to assist me as a Vice-Cap.

I managed the class on my own very well actually.

Then when Ms IM-TOO-GOOD-FOR-MY-HOUSE returns.

she claims that she doesnt know anything about the reporting time.

But you know whats so funny?

She was holding a yellow booklet with all the times and events that takes place.

which was meant to be informed to us.

Whats a house captain for if she was meant to

'not know anything' and run off whenever she feels like it.

And obviously i was fucking pissed cause i had to figure out what was happening.

and shoulder all the fucking responsibility of sending the people to report on time.

Plus, i covered all my class events.

I was even worried about the house events. Which shouldnt be my problem in the first place cause it was HER responsibility as a HOUSE CAPTAIN to ensure that everyone reports for the house events on time! And she came to me asking whats my problem with her.

HAHA. MAYBE just MAYBE.

MY PROBLEM WITH HER IS THAT HER ATTITUDE STINKS AND SHES FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE.

yeah. and she was saying rubbish about me being a class captain.. blah blah blah...

basically she didnt know what the fuck she was talking about and contridicting herself.

WHICH WAS QUITE A JOKE ACTUALLY.

AND WANNA HEAR A BIGGER JOKE?!

The stupid loser said that i was a RACIST!

WTF. she makes my toes laugh.

(Racial harmony from national day obviously got to her head)

Heh. Whatever it is. She's making a joke out of herself.

Imagining that i took her out of the class 4x100m Event.

OH PLEASE! Ive got more sportsmanship. Unlike you.

Removing mel from cheerleading, lying to her that it got cancelled.

Could'nt you come up with a better excuse.

Not everyone is as stupid as you to believe such a lame excuse like that.

Just because we've got our differences, i still didnt remove you from the event.

But you did otherwise.

Guess ive got better sportsmanship then you.

You wanna confront me? Asking me whats my problem.

SURE. I can put you down. HANDS DOWN.

Just try me.

With Love,

LINETTE.

2005-08-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is our pathetic school's sports carnival

cum national day celebration.
Hope everything goes on well!
I havent got 40 safety pins!
Panicking.
But HAVE NO FEAR!
I'll find a way!
somehow.
Heehee.
Wish us luck!
I want 4/5 to win!
NO!
I NEED 4/5 to win!
Cause we were made to! :D
There's no school till thursday!
But tonnes of homework.
Trying to cram it by tonight.
Wish me luck!
GOOD NIGHT! :)

2005-08-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Papa Roach

Scars

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

M2m
The Day You Went Away

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

Ryan Cabrera
40 Kinds Of Sadness

Two days chasing me around
I go crazy when you're outside of my world
When you're outside of my world
No sounds singing me to sleep

I don't want the room to breathe
Just be with me...

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough
My eyes are waiting at the door
Just like every time before
Time flies so slow...

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

It's not enough, I don't know why
It's not enough, I miss you

I feel.. yea.. 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

Gwen Stefani
Cool

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool

Will you still be here for me till the end?

2005-08-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

Sadistic joys.
With love,
Linette <3>

This is when Mel and Fad gets crazy and pretends that they're
Harry Potters.

I like green.

You know you love me! :D

IM INNOCENT! I wasnt behind this. But you gotta admit.
It's really funny. :D

2005-08-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

Contents of Linette's pencil case:
4 black pens. 3 blue-black pens. a metal ruler. a stapler.
a calculator. 4 coloured markers. a highlighter. a protractor. 2 compasses.
a soft eraser. bluie!. a green pen. and alot more i cant remember.

I know you love me charlotte. :)

BOO! I'm in the picture too! :D

And i managed to do it AGAIN! Hehe.

2005-08-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

just came home from school.
waiting for my dinner to come home! (DADDY)
so i'll just post a quick entry.

the sentosa thing on saturday was not as bad i was thought it would be.
it was pretty alright actually.
got into the same group as abby, agnes and lou.
reached sentosa at arnd 10+.
although after about an hour
it started to rain fucking heavily.
so we spent like 30mins in 7eleven waiting for it to stop.
but it just got heavier. :|
so we just decided to run all the way to the bus stop.
and guess what.
it wasnt a short run.
it felt like it was never going to end! omg.
the bloody wind and rain was so strong and the floor was so slippery.
we look like mad girls running in the rain when everyone took shelter.
after what seemed like forever.
we got to the bus stop and all our stuff was wet!
well, except mine lah. haha!
isnt a beach bag a good investment! :D

went arnd sentosa drenched.
it was freaking uncomfortable!
went arnd looking for clues.
had lunch.
Looked for summore clues.
Chris voon and Paul joined us.
Did a hell lot of walking.
Did a hell lot of complaining. :D
met with the rest at the ferry terminal.
wanted to watch the musical fountain but we were walking too slowly
till they closed the gate on us! haha!
went back to church at 9.
OH! and on the way back
we saw the national day parade fireworks! :D
it was really nice! Cheered me up alot.
yeah, was pretty upset over what i over heard earlier.

Anyway, went to bedok for pool afterwards
with abby, agnes, lou, chris and paul.
was too fucking depressed to play properly.
got a lil annoyed with some people
but thanks abby for trying to cheer me up! :D
left at arnd 1030.
went home depressed and with a fucking headache
saturday was actually fun.
just minus the news. that'll be great. :)

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

Fuck it.

2005-07-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

KT Tunstall
Other Side of The World

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world

Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

Then the fire fades away
most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Ohh.... the other side of the world
You're.... the other side of the world
To me.

2005-07-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

I wish everyone could just fucking shut up.
My fucking head is so fucking painful now
I feel like taking it out to be reliefed from the pain.
ARGH.
I need to vent my frustration on something,
Or someone.
Whatever.
I fucking need a fucking science tutor.
During Chem today,
I didnt understand a shit she was jabbering about.
And its starting to piss me off.
FUCK THIS.
Ive got E & A Maths, Physics and English to do tonight.
But i cant even think straight.
Screwed up E Maths mock exams.
I need an A1.
And GENIUS me forgot to bring her compass.
So i just threw 4 marks away.

Gosh, I really need sleep.

2005-07-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

i lost a best friend this week. but somehow.
i dont feel a sense of loss.
of course i felt very hurt at first.
but right now, i feel anger, disgust, deceit and betrayal.
yes, she was my best friend.
someone whom i could trust, whom i could turn to.
someone whom i thought highly of.

just over the past few days.
im disgusted by her actions.
i never thought she would stoop so low
just to prove her superiorty to others.
just to prove to herself that she's little ms. perfect.
she slams others down to make herself feel good.
she's the kind of person that im highly disgusted at.
that i frown upon.

because of her selfish spoilt reasons.
she betrays her bestfriends.
lies to their faces
each time she's so DAMN FAKE towards us.
i just feel lyk telling her to quit fucking around
and get a FUCKING LIFE.

she manipulates people.
TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THEM.
Its either she's SHIT STUPID,
or she really believes that they dont know
that shes making use of them.
never in my life has the thought
of how low she is, crossed my mind, ever.
but from the things ive heard over just a few days.
my perspective of her is nothing but a FAKE PIECE OF SHIT.

and once she realises that actually she lost us
she runs along to her 'other' friends.
pretending and acting her life away
its so funny how they accept
the lies she spouts out immediately.
she can bitch all she wants to them
cause seriously
I DONT GIVE A FUCK
ive got my real friends beside me.
THATS ALL I NEED.
NOT A FAKE BITCH
WHO THINKS HERSELF SUPERIOR TO THE REST
AND IN THE END
EVERYTHNG BACKFIRES BACK AT HER FACE.

I wanna see how long you would last.
I'll skip the details and elaborations in this blog.
Just to save the little respect other's have of you.

To Be Continued..

2005-07-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

Life has changed.
So have they.

2005-06-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

no words could explain how fucked up today was.

updated*

2005-05-31T18:43:00.000+08:00

the chinese Os are over!
no more studying for chinese!
but just praying for the results! heehee.
just wanted to say thanks to everyone who really encouraged me
through the exams even though
all of you knew my chinese was hopeless.
i love you all! :)

ROGER!
MPS!
my darling prince dickiebird! <3
tiffy, berny, nicret!
Russell!!
Daniel!
and yes, BEV.

2005-05-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

MARIAH CAREY - WE BELONG TOGETHER

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

2005-05-25T17:18:00.000+08:00

Chinese tuition again!:
30mins time. im still at home.
Roger is going to kill me.

Chinese O Levels:
4 days time.

Parent-Teacher Meeting/Report books:
2 days time.

Can my life get any worse?

UPDATED WISHLIST! HEEE! :D

2005-05-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

been feeling quite depressed or low lately. the Os are in 4 days? and my hopes are really low for my chinese. for instance, i almost cried during tuition today. why? because i felt lyk a fucking loser. a useless loser infact. while everyone was doing a nice compo. knowing what to write and how to write the damn words. there i am stoning. clueless. and not that it can get any worse when i actually try to write to the best of my ability, i just get laughed at when i show it to my close friend. its just fucking depressing. right then i just wanted to run out crying and give up on everything. but i sucked everything in and pulled through the lesson.

it sucks to try so damn hard and be discredited. and mocked at. it sucks. seriously.

thanks russell(again) and my store guy, mr daniel, for everything! and sorry again for venting all my frustrations on you. :)
oh and bev too. heh. for making me laugh over how funny she sounds when shes concern. LOL.

2005-05-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

RAHH! im angry! i wanna watch house of wax! BUT! im a month and a half away from being 16!! what nonsense! alright. anyway besides that!! my birthday is coming!!!!!!!!!!! hahahha. okay. im over excited. i got 50 days to go! oh well. chinese Os are in 13 days! AHHHH! its intensive chinese. frm tml till the 30th of may. its chinese frm 8.10 to 10.30 and frm 2.15 to 3.45 and 5 to 8 or 9. every single day. ew. thats like 6-7 and a half hours a day. but i got to learn 4 new chapters every day. which btw the 4 chps for today has not been leart by me yet! hahaha.

alright im done with this random entry! :) love you!

2005-05-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

2005-05-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

maybe im over observant or over paranoid.
but i observe things which i dont say.
others may not see, but i see through you.

silence from me does not mean i dont know.

today went on quite well. no bad luck. :D (i think.)

FUFU(shaun) left for australia.

i wanna go too! pretty sad though.

ALMOST cried at the airport.

ive got no one to call a LOSER anymore!

tiffy is seriously really strong. (emotionally wise)

if i would have been me in her shoes.

i think i would have been too depressed to function.

went over to see mel in the hospital today!

that woman is probably really comfortable there!

and she skipped 3-4 papers! hahaha.

anyway get well soon mel! :D

2005-05-10T14:39:00.000+08:00

I am UPSET! yes. im UNHAPPY, DISAPPOINTED, ANGRY, FRUSTRATED, JEALOUS and DOWN-HEARTENED! =(

i wanted to post a second entry for yesterday cause it all started from yesterday, right after i post the previous entry! BUT! i was already awfully late for tuition and i still had'nt studied for the day. so yeah. there was no time. anyway i was just looking arnd the net while procrestinating even more before studying. and came across some stuff. which im awfully jealous about! why are they with him! i saw the boy FIRST! HEELLOOO! get your paws off him! i hate this. there's so many fucking girls swooning over him! GRR. i hate competition! im angry! However! the dear boy is apparently so damn clueless about the girls swooning over him that he's happily playing along! and he's not a flirt! NOO! although it might look as if. but NOOO! he's definately not! he's a nice and very sincere guy. sweet. and i hate competition! RAHH!

Alright, im done with my ANGRY, JEALOUS and FRUSTRATED part. time for the UNHAPPY and DOWN-HEARTENED part. since this Direct JC admission excercise started. it has made me DEPRESSED! yes. my dream JC is SAJC. and guess what? i got to get an 11 pointer to get into the arts stream! just the arts stream is 11 points! fuck! and i dont even like the subjects offered in the arts stream! i want the science stream! but guess whats the science stream?! a 9 pointer! fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck! this is so down-troddening! argh. fuck it! this is fucking frustrating!

You're everyone i see.
So tell me, do you see me?

2005-05-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

ive got 3 hours left to get my ass down to study. yes. technically i havent done much intensive studying for the mid years. especially when ive sat for half my papers already. currently left with maths and science. sat for e.maths paper1 today. pretty alright. tricky. but i hope ill do well!! its the only subject im aiming for an A1! pleasepleasepleaseplease.
(my computer is slowing down on me! fuck it!)
alright its fine now.
im feeling lethargic and lazy the past few days. :p (apologies to megs for not accompanying you to study just now, my bed just looked too tempting. HAHA!)
maybe someday i bring myself back to the expo to study.
but in the mean time. im happy with my comfy home. =)
okayokay. ive successfully wasted 30 mins idling around. im left with 2 1/2 hours of studying.
okies. time to get my ass down to chem and physics tomorrow! :D

2005-05-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

=D HELLO! hees. havent updated in ages! ok well maybe just a few weeks? anyway the mid-years are here. chinese Os are in less than 3 weeks time. oh god. WHY DONT I FEEL AS THOUGH IM GONNA SIT FOR AN IMPORTANT EXAM SOON?! im not even studying for my mid-years. seriously, i need someone to WAKE ME UP! SOON! cuz id definately screw the chinese Os up if i dont start bucking up now. hehs. seems like im lecturing myself. yeah. its easier for me to do this. cuz ive got no discipline at all to get my ass down to ACTUALLY STUDY.

alright. apart from studies and school work. i watched this gay show yesterday. dont get the wrong idea. nothing obscene. its about this guy who's married for 25 yrs and 2 kids and he's 50 yrs old. and suddenly he decides to tell his wife that he has been gay all his life. HEHS. sound freaking stupid right. but its quite a sad story i guess.[its too long of a story to type it all down, but in the end the guy had a sex change.] i mean. i dont exactly oppose gays. to me i feel that there are 2 types of 'gays' the first type is the attention seeking gay. yes thats whats usually happening in most girl schools now. girls thinking that its cool to like girls just to receive attention and popularity. but in actual fact its just plain STUPIDITY. the second type are, okay. the genuine ones. the ones who are actually GAY. i respect gays.[as long as their genuine] their still human. they still have feelings. their not criminals out to harm anyone or anything. their probably just born the wrong way? so whats to wrong with them? why should they be shunned out of society? i know for a fact that my own religion is definately against homosexualism. and yeah. they've got good reasons for it. god made you a boy/girl for a reason. live with it. he gave you a life as a BOY/GIRL. be grateful and dont change it just to suit yourself.

i guess there's many ways of looking at it. :)

2005-04-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

Updated here!

2005-04-15T16:41:00.000+08:00

SAC MODERN DANCE GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR SYF!
melly here, fyi. love love my dearest lup cheong! *huggy poo*! =)
sac modern dance rocks! whee hee!

2005-03-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

Going Crazy Lyrics.

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true and no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

With LOVE,
Linette. <3

2005-03-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

HELLLLOO!! im back to update about my ever so wonderful life! HAHA. actually i cant think of anything to update abt. hahaha. supposed to be at church now. but im not there cause? well, i didnt know my family was going for the 5pm mass. if not i would have gone to church with mel. oh wells. been mostly studying the past few days. partly because i was forced to. but mostly because im a REALLY good girl. haha. yups. alright. gonna end off here. to be continued at the other blog.

Don't want to be the one to chase you,
But at the same time your the hart that I call home..

2005-03-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go

Don't want to be the last to know
Don't want to be the one to chase you
But at the same time your the hart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye.

2005-02-28T18:06:00.000+08:00

The MPS bloggie is up! yeps. the pictures are not up YET but we'll add it on soon. Updated there. =)

2005-02-25T16:39:00.000+08:00

schools has been pretty good and normal. haha. except for the fact that me and lou have been fighting over a boy. who i saw first! but NOOOOO... loulin still thinks she so cool!! haha. just joking. ive gotten over the taufik craze! its on to greater sights! hees. my new love is keanu reeves now. you should go catch Constantine. its really a great show. funny and it keeps you in suspense too. haha. yupps.

the O level results are coming out soon. 2 days time. i feel scared for the past yr sec4s. cause in 365 days time. i would be in their position. and i would definately freak out. for the past few days the teachers have become abit psycho. getting all lecture-ry on us. and its beginning to sink into my head that im actually really take my Os this yr. in 7 months time. oh god. its coming to half a year left. and im still so on cloud 9 dancing! hahahaha! especially when my aim is to JC. visited nanyang poly afew days back. and it just decided for me that im so going to JC! haha.

life's pretty exciting and boring at the same time. firstly, confirmation is coming!! i havent decided on what my confirmation name would be. and what i would wear! okay. i actually got smt to wear in mind. but what if i cant find it in time! ill go in white cloth then. HAHAH! this is sucha exciting year!! HEE. oh wells. i shall begin my search for my outfit soon!! yupps. cannosian saints day(tuesday) and our school's carnival(someday) is coming up! weeEE. means 2 less days of school! heehee. btw, anyone wanna buy my school's tickets? haha. i havent sold any yet. not even to myself. hahahahaha! okies then. toodles! :)

**the word equation loulin should accept!!: ******* + Linette = -Loulin
oh and mps has a new blog. construction in progress!! haha! ill get back about the website!! :))
updated in the other blog.**

2005-02-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

The joys: i learnt how to play mahjong! hehe.
Anger: someone pisses me off, cause shes a REAL BITCH.
Lighter note: Im tired. REEEALLY tired. i need loads of sleep and less of school. and less of someone pissing the shit out of me.

2005-02-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

2005-01-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

my last proper update was pretty long ago? haha. but actually nothing much has happened. hahaha. hmm. school has a 3 day camp. and today was the first day. and my comment on it is? its totally a waste of time and money. wat i did for the whole of today during the study programme was eat, sms, talk, bitch, scribble on the handouts and take loads of pics on nic's cam. hahahaha. seriously thats wat we did frm 730 to 6. hahahaha. oh wells. its a good break at least. 3 days of doing wat i did today and no hwk or lessons. wonderful. Hehe. yups.

upcoming events? chinese new year!! and valentines day. hahahaha. looking fwd to CNY man. thats when my pocket becomes fatter along with my waist! hahahaha! yupyup. planning visits and exciting mahjong sessions at tiffys place!! :)) yeps.

on my way home today. was just thinking abt my past relationships. just random thoughts and i realised that actually i wasnt really in love. okay, maybe with the exception of one. but i ended up getting crushed in the end. i was at the losing end, for falling in love. so i began to wonder is all that really worth it? i mean when you get together with someone. and declare your 'love' to that person. when its actually just infactuation or in some cases just part of a game, wont you be lying straight to that person's face? and both of you wld probably be together for lyk afew months or even weeks and aft that. everything is history. you become enemies and spoil a totally perfect friendship. plus you wld bring out the worst in each other. so did you just waste your bloody time on that person? coming out of the relationship with nothing but losing. with the exception of afew pple i know who have been together ever since. sometimes i begin to wonder. when will the perfect guy for me come along, before i lose all hope. oh wells. as for now. ill stick to loving taufik batisah. :D

2005-01-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

See who gets the last laugh?
HA-HA-HA.

2005-01-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

It wasnt supposed to end up this way.
I wasnt supposed to fall in love.
I was at the losing end once.
And it wont happen again.
Cause i wont let it.
I'm sorry.

2005-01-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

the christmas mood is gone. new years day is over. no more celebrations. and its back to me and my books. haha. somehow, it doesnt feel as if this is my last year. and that my Os are just less then a year away. i still feel as though im able to fool arnd and relax all the way till final year when i struggle to score just enough to pull me up to the next level. heh.

now that the first week of school has just ended. ive concluded that i rather reatain last year! the combinations for sec 3/5 this year is so much better! plus i just dont feel like studying. and for this whole week ive been paying attention in class okay. at least i try to. although sometimes i end up staring into space. haha! but im trying! REEEEEALLLLLY hard. i just need more SLEEP. argh. oh wells, guess i just have to face it. my Os is THIS YEAR. might as well make it good. and get what i aim for! :D my goal is set on SAJC. Hehe. and dont dishearten me! i can make it! i know i can. :)

this is also my final year at SAC too. yeah. been in this school for 10 years already. spent more than half my life there. practically grew up there man. hai. i would definately miss this school. but not the dumb disciplinary rules it sets/RTC/RTP. haha. yep. OH! and PLUSPLUSPLUS!! ill miss my darling friends!! omg. ill miss all of you to teeny tiny weeny bits!!! :)))) Hehe. okies. yep. gonna go off to do megan's cards now!! yes megan! cant believe im so nice to you! hahaha. those bloody cardboards are so hard to cut! haha. but its okay. ill do it since my best friend's birthday is coming soon! :D

UPDATED HERE TOO.

2004-12-30T16:08:00.000+08:00

okay. i didnt do history last night. heh. was on the phone. im so screwed. along with many others too. haha. most pple havent even started or cant even find their damn hwk man. argh. it doesnt feel lyk school is starting next week. plus it also doesnt feel lyk im gonna be sec 4, the O levels year in 3 days time. sigh. guess im not disciplined enough. oh well, i guess ill try to do my hwk later. after i play worms 3D!! hahaha. its a damn fun game man. smt lyk gunbound but cuter!! :)) yups. OH!! and the taufik CD is sold out at tampines!! omgomgomgomg. nvm. i just hope that HMV wld have it. i really have to get it!!! argh. okayokay. think ill end off now. worms 3D here i come!!! Heehee. :)

Procrastination is not good. hee.

2004-12-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

Decided to change the template.
Found a nicer one! :))
The other blog (TAUFIK template!) is still working though.
But its for other purposes.
Hehs.
Anyway, ive been spending A WHOLE LOAD of time editing both templates man.
OMG, and i havent finished my hwk yet!!
Sheesh! i only did 1/5 of it. school starts in 4 days and im still procrastinating.
HAHAHA. i even had time to play PS2 with my bro till 3 in the morning.
okayokay. im just waiting for megan to come back so that i can do maths. (excuse)
yep. shes coming back tonight! lucky bitch. go hongkong and shop. Im jealous man.
Hehe. okies. anyway, I PROMISE ILL FINISH HISTORY TONIGHT. =D